a day that as wierd as any day never be..

Today is my birthday, suddenly I remember I always dreamed that 2009 will be my last one..

A lot has happened this year.. changes that somehow affect how I see life and how it works..


Smoking..

at precisely 00:00:00 1 January this year, I bought my fave malboro white lights and been struggling to quit smoke since then.. well, I'm lucky last week I got bored of it and maybe I'll quit for a while or hopefully a long time from now...

at 2008 maybe I just smoke a total of 10 or less.. but this year I went to a lot lot more than that.. so that's a quite something I could say..


Music and My Band, Ozone Inc.

entering 2009 was hard.. we all realized it when we lost our keyboardist.. a very much talented keyboardist/pianist I ever met.. a great song writer too..

From the very beginning 2 year ago I've seen this.. but I thought as an artist it's not so dangerous if each of us have our own idealism.. especially about music, and how we put it together as a band and how we run this band.

so when things were rough with our keyboardist real life and his family, the band also feels the suffering somehow and finally at few point that we can not accept that, we told him to change or leave.. and he leaved..

with only four of us, the band had a very slow progress on reaching our targets.. I remember many many of plan we had, where actually was planned by our hardworking drummer and his girlfriend our vocalist,.. but those plans somehow canceled and ruined and few of them made us have a serious fight sometimes..

at that time when the band had not having any progress some of each of our idealism and our ego began to hurt each other.. I thought, maybe last year we can tolerate this kind of thing because it's all for the sake of the band and we can see the band had significant progress.. like new video clip, new album/recording, events, radio station interview, and anything.. but not at this time when the band was not going anywhere, simple thing like song arrangement can hurt one or each of us..

it's like the band game (I forgot the title) compatibility is a very important thing,.. a band member should have a green point or compatible toward each other..

but I sensed the opposite on the band.. somehow we're not compatible to each other.. so when the band went nowhere.. our idealism hurt each other..

not three weeks ago we were all fed up and full of this shit and we decided to broke the band up.. dismissed.. and we're going on our own way now..

and for me I was hurt like a .. I dont know.. right now I'm not feeling like playing any music anymore.. sometime I dont like me being like this.. but that's me what I'm accepted..

I'm basically a quiter.. I cant stand an activity or relationship for a long time, even though I always spent a quite fortune, my body and soul to whatever things I'm doing (I can swear you I've spent more than you can imagine all this years for this band)..

so I'm quit playing music.. I'm saying good bye to all my gears, my elec guitar, elec bass guitar, Demeter Optical Compressor (most expensive bass effect), GEB7, EHX Micro Synth and other my bass effects, my xio synth/midi controller (most expensive gear ever T__T), my zoom g7uit effect (quite expensive too.. I lend it to my guitarist and I think he would never return it, God bless him.. )

and I'm saying good bye to all my private music project/youtube/facebook/tabs etc..


Writing novel, drawing comic and play game

I cant live without doing some art or having some fun activities,.. so when I'm not in office (working is fun) I practice drawing character for my novel.. trying to make an illustration for each them..

I'm taking a sample of few famous actor/actress that I like (coz their pic are all over the internet, easy for modeling :p)
from Morgan Freeman, Samuel L Jackson, Zooey Deschanel, Nicole Kidman, Johny Depp and Keanu Reeves, I done Johny and Samuel pretty close.. Zooey and Nicole are looks like somebody else hehe.. I'm still not too good at drawing pretty woman/girl..

and like always,.. I always dream big,.. so I think I'm going to buy that wacom intuos 4, learning few things on photoshop (I already master the basic :D) and maybe taking a serious course on graphic design,.. maybe I'm going back to campus :p .. who knows when I'm going crazy.. :p

wish me luck on this..



Girlfriend

I dont know how to describe this.. I went out with 3 girls this year.. but those relationship were not last for long.. maybe I'm just lucky or not lucky I don't know.. but I learned so much and realized what people keep telling me about.. I need to reorganize my activity so I can spend my time wisely with people around me..


a car

after taking long long time thinking about buying a new car,.. I finally take a bold decision to buy a motorcycle.. hahaha.. damn I cant afford a new car, I'm not too good with money anyway..

wish me luck with this bike.. all registration and paperworks are not done yet.. so I cant take this baby nowhere at the moment.. but I'm looking forward to have fun with it..


friends

one thing I just realized.. I never thought I have this many friends.. every year at my birthday I always surprised with count of people that gave me greetings.. and most of them seems to know me very well.. it's kinda awkward isn't it?


life and death

today I'm 27.. everyday since I was 5 (I remember that's when I was smart enough to think of something) I always set my life to not life too long. And when I graduate primary school, I remember I gave it a serious thought about how soon I wanted to die.. and after I entered high school, I decided to live not longer than 27.. you see I dont have such of ... what's the right word??.. passion or dream to live longer... well I dont wanna suicide, cos I hate being hurt and my pride wont allow me to be ridiculously killing my self.. but I cant stop thinking of an epic or simple death.. I am a "superhero" thinker, I always have superhero chronologies running in my head and it's always end up as an epic death as no other ever had.. and it's always me.. lately I've been thinking that plain simple peaceful death is okay too..

this world is amazing, I'm not sick of it or whatever that makes me hate it, hmm maybe a bit, but not so much a reason to motivate me to off my life. Somehow there's something about life itself made me really want to end it..

now that I'm 27 I wish that I dont have to see my 28 birthday.. but I dont know how to achieve it.. and out of that I have plans about what should I do in 2 years or 5 years or even 10 years in the future.. it's like wanting to have a 1 trillion palace with private jet plane etc.. having a death seems to be unreachable and something that definitely not easy..

I remember I went to visit my girlfriends' father who has a damn serious lung problem, my girlfriend is a Muslim and I'm a Christian, she's poor and have a (very) poor family and I'm not, but she is a brightest girlfriend I ever with so far, very smart etc.. but out of traditional values, religion views I was prepared to hear, her father mad at me about not appreciating life.. he was mad like hell and told me a long story and many wise words about life.. about how people struggling hard to do anything just to keep living and gratefully live their life everyday etc..

and my girlfriend was also mad at me.. I remember she said that the way of how I think life is will directly affect others too, and especially her.. she loved me so much and she was afraid that she was nobody for me coz I dont take this life so seriously etc.. she was mad like a jealous girl.. and I was never be able to explained it, not to her, not to anybody else.. so maybe no one would ever understand what exactly it is..


.sic

doing things

hmm.. how to say it??

do you know what it feels to have many things that you love to do, and you're very good at, but you don't have enough time to do them all? well for me I feel annoyed..

and not just that... there are several things that needs much time learning/practicing/doing to be really good at...

like coding, for example. I really like coding (coding is writing program to create application/websites/services/etc).. but I just cant master them all; web programming, desktop programming, networks, etc.. it would take all the time in the world to understand them all..

so not just time, but the 'amount' of each things that you'd love to do is limiting you to just 'choose' one or few..


Focus at few things..

okay.. now I choose .net and web programming.. and database things... and also client scripting.. because I like them and I'm fairly good at them.. so, will I be satisfied?

answer is no,..

for example: client scripting, ...
client scripting is a small part of web programing (now a big part I guess)
not three days ago I just read JQuery library and until now I really don't have any clues of what's going on there... I don't want to just use JQuery, I decided to 'understand' it.. and guess what; it took more time.

So, like it or not, I have to limit my time on 'learning' JQuery coz I still have other things to do that required parts of my 'time'..

I can focus on learning scripting on all my time, but I wouldn't do that.. by focus on doing only few things, I sacrifice other things.. and I just dont like it that way...


Organize the tasks..

There's once I decide to improve my quality of living.. I decided to stay away from programming things when I'm at home and doing other things that I like..

so at home I only do reading books, watching movie, playing games, doing some social activity, etc..
well, since sometimes they're boring, I add other activities,.. playing musical instrument..

now, look what's happened next.. I play musical instrument, learning digital recording, and gotten into serious musical band and suddenly realize I need more time to be good at it..

My friend told me to quit doing some things I'm not good at or things that a bit pointless and meaningless, just to add time on other things I need to focus at.. but, when you're very good on many things that you really love to do.. you'll find that there is always 'so little time so much to do'...


Prioritize..

Good thing I still have many things I hate to do.. like eating, driving, calling, texting (I hate cellphones),..etc.. prioritize is simple when it comes to such activity.. I can easily sacrifice them..
but when it came to things that I like, would be hard to decide which one should be done..

with normal calculation it's should be simple,.. about 8++ hours for office things, few hours for music, and doing other things for the rest of time...

but of course you cant deny how complicated this life makes us to spend more time on 'waiting' activity.. like traffic jam and queue.. and even cruel with deadlines and emergency office things, more time have to be switched over from other activities..

one thing I really love to do and I'm really good at is SLEEPING,.. how can I prioritize things when I don't really want to wake up before sleeping 8 hours?


Time really is..

lolz.. prioritized organized focused task wont help much on satisfying simple human on doing things he love to do and very good at..

there's always this 'time' that flavors the life we live,.. and more importantly, I guess, the 'time' itself that put any value/meaning/merit on the things we done..

yeah.. that's living a life,... I wonder how it's like being dead...

.peter

On Love, In Sadness.. [L'Arc en ciel - Hurry Xmas bass tabs]

*you can find Hurry XMas bass tab below this post

Valentine's day just passed, so I think it's okay to be a little bit sentimental..

Back in few years ago, I had love that quite pure about a girl. A girl that took me years to let go. And when I finally can let her go, I found myself changed far different than I was before. Well, my friend said, it's quite simple for me to find a girl, build a relationship, for fun or serious, get settled, on and on. But, it's not. Either I lack something or maybe those love are just not meant to be mine.

I got plenty of chances and moments where I'm at the door and all I have to do is walk into a relationship, but I hesitated. Somehow I have this doubt about love and anything related. I have this doubt about the girl, the situation I'm in, the feeling I had and almost everything in the universe felt so wrong. So instead of having it, I took a steps back and let it passed. There's always this "something is wrong" feeling hit me when I'm at it. And either I choose to go on or leave it behind, love always flies away. Always this "..wrong girl in a wrong place..", and honestly I'm quite annoyed by it.

It's feels like I can never be with the one I loved, for all reason that maybe only God knows why.. AND I just cant love others that have loved me..

August, last year I 'accidentally' had a relationship, but we both know it wont work out so we broke it. She is a nice girl, and she loved me. I think I love her to but I didnt, in annoyingly way that I just cant force myself to love her. At first I thought it's fun and challenging, in the end I found myself so down knowing that I just cant love her.

It's should be easy, that's what my friends said. If it's just about good looking I have the look, I have the money if it's about material, and I think other else are just fairly acceptable, my attitude, sense of humor, mass body weight, knowledge, habit etc.

From that point on I've met hundreds maybe thousands girl and none work out. I have to agree, this is getting complicated. Well, I tried to keep it simple.. hehe.. I always have a catch, few dates, but none work out.

I just met one tonight, on valentine celebration, few dances, talks and drinks help us getting along, but that's it I think. Dunno if I have to call her for another dates. I just don't have this 'feeling' that I had when I met the first girl I mentioned above.

Dont get me wrong here, that girl is just a girl to me now. Even though it was hard, I managed to let her go. In fact we never had a relationship back then. And I have other girl, a girl that oh God I would give all my world just in case both of us 'allowed' to be together. But we can't, not only we separated thousands miles away, there's other thing that block us away. And to keep it simple, I wont wait for her. Unless God himself come and make a way, I think no human can unite us.

I thought I had this 'long specification requirements' for type of girl that I liked.. haha.. but I dont.. well maybe I do, but dunno what it is anymore. I also think this is not about "my type" of girl etc. It's just about moments and chances, rite?

"just take it easy", a friend says,.. "coz when it comes, it will be inevitable to resists", she added... ^^

Well,.. I it's okay to be sentimental once in a while, isn't it?

here's Hurry Xmas Bass Tab, enjoy!


L'Arc~en~ciel - Hurry XMas

4/4

Verse I
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|--------2---|--3--3------|------------|------------|--2---------|------------|------------|
A|--3--2------|--3--5-----3|--------3--3|------------|-----------2|-----2------|--0--0--2--2|--3--3--4--4|
E|--------5--3|------------|------------|--4--4--1--1|--0--2--3---|--------3--0|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|--3---------|------------|-----0--2---|--3--5--6--3|--5-----3---|
A|--5--5------|--8--7--5---|------------|-----3------|--3--2--0---|--3--------3|------------|------------|
E|--------5--5|-----------5|--1--1--4--4|--------4--1|-----------3|------------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|--------2---|--3--3------|------------|------------|--2---------|------------|------------|
A|--3--2------|--3--5-----3|--------3--3|------------|-----------2|-----2------|--0--0--2--2|--3--3--4--4|
E|--------5--3|------------|------------|--4--4--1--1|--0--2--3---|--------3--0|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|--5--------5|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|-----0--2---|------------|-----7--5---|
A|--5---------|--5-----8--5|-----------3|--------3---|--3--2--0---|--3--------3|--3---------|------------|
E|-----8--7--5|-----5------|--1--3--4---|--1--3-----4|-----------3|------------|------------|------------|

Bridge
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|--2--2-----2|------------|------------|--2-----0---|
A|--5---------|--5--7--8--5|--5---------|--5-----6---|--------2---|------------|-----------2|------------|
E|-----8--7--5|------------|-----8--7--5|-----5------|------------|--0--0--3--3|--0--0--3---|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|--5--5--3--5|-----5--5--3|--5--5--5--3|--4--5-----5|
A|--------0--0|--3--3--0--3|--------0--0|--3--3--0--3|------------|------------|------------|------------|
E|--1--1------|------------|--2--2------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|

Reff
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--3---------|-----0--2--2|--3-----3---|-----------3|------------|--------5--5|--0--0--2--2|--4--4--7--6|
E|-----3--0--1|--3---------|-----3-----3|--0--1--3---|--3--3--5--5|--6--6------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|-----------5|--7---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--7--8---|-----8--5--8|--5-----8--7|--5--0-----0|------------|--------3--3|--------3---|------------|
E|------------|------------|-----5------|--------1---|--1--1--3--3|--4--4------|--1--4-----4|--1---------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--3---------|-----0--2--2|--3-----3---|-----------3|------------|--------5--5|--0--0--2--2|--4--4--7--6|
E|-----3--0--1|--3---------|-----3-----3|--0--1--3---|--3--3--5--5|--6--6------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|-----------5|--7---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--7--8---|-----8--5--8|--5-----8--7|--5--0-----0|------------|------------|------------|------------|
E|------------|------------|-----5------|--------1---|--1--1--1--1|--1--1--1--1|--3-----3---|------------|

Guitar Melody
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|--2---------|
D|------------|------------|------------|--2---------|------------|------------|-----------2|-----2------|
A|--------0--0|--3--3--0--3|--------3--0|-----3--0--3|-----------2|-----------5|--0--2--3---|--------3--0|
E|--1--1------|------------|--1--1------|------------|--0--2--3---|--3--5--6---|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|--------7--7|--6---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--5--7--7|--8--8------|-----8--5--8|-----5------|--1-----1---|------------|------------|------------|
E|------------|------------|------------|--7-----4--1|------------|------------|------------|------------|

Verse II
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|--------2---|--3--3------|------------|------------|--2---------|------------|------------|
A|--3--2------|--3--5-----3|--------3--3|------------|-----------2|-----2------|--0--0--2--2|--3--3--4--4|
E|--------5--3|------------|------------|--4--4--1--1|--0--2--3---|--------3--0|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|--3---------|------------|-----0--2---|--3--5--6--3|--5-----3---|
A|--5--5------|--8--7--5---|------------|-----3------|--3--2--0---|--3--------3|------------|------------|
E|--------5--5|-----------5|--1--1--4--4|--------4--1|-----------3|------------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|--------2---|--3--3------|------------|------------|--2---------|------------|------------|
A|--3--2------|--3--5-----3|--------3--3|------------|-----------2|-----2------|--0--0--2--2|--3--3--4--4|
E|--------5--3|------------|------------|--4--4--1--1|--0--2--3---|--------3--0|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|--5--------5|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|-----0--2---|------------|-----7--5---|
A|--5---------|--5-----8--5|-----------3|--------3---|--3--2--0---|--3--------3|--3---------|------------|
E|-----8--7--5|-----5------|--1--3--4---|--1--3-----4|-----------3|------------|------------|------------|

Bridge
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|--2--2-----2|------------|------------|--2-----1---|
A|--5---------|--5--7--8--5|--5---------|--5-----6---|--------2---|------------|--2--2-----2|------------|
E|-----8--7--5|------------|-----8--7--5|-----5-----6|------------|--0--0--3--3|--------3---|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|--2--2------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--5------|--8--8------|--5--5------|--5-----6---|--------2--2|------------|------------|------------|
E|--------5--5|--------5--5|--------5--5|-----5-----6|------------|--3--3--0--0|------------|------------|

G|------------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|--------------------------------|
D|------------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|--5--5--3--5--5--5--3--4--5----5|
A|--0--2--4--5--7--4|--5--5------|--5--7--8--5|--6--6------|--6---------|--------------------------------|
E|------------------|--------5--5|------------|--------8--8|-----8--5--8|--------------------------------|

Reff
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--3---------|-----0--2--2|--3-----3---|-----------3|------------|--------5--5|--0--0--2--2|--4--4--7--6|
E|-----3--0--1|--3---------|-----3-----3|--0--1--3---|--3--3--5--5|--6--6------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|-----------5|--7---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--7--8---|-----8--5--8|--5-----8--7|--5--0-----0|------------|--------3--3|--------3---|------------|
E|------------|------------|-----5------|--------1---|--1--1--3--3|--4--4------|--1--4-----4|--1---------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--3---------|-----0--2--2|--3-----3---|-----------3|-----------5|--------5---|-----------5|--7--4--7--4|
E|-----3--0--1|--3---------|-----3-----3|--0--1--3---|--3--5--6---|--3--6-----6|--5--7--8---|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|-----------5|--7---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--7--8---|-----8--5--8|--5-----8--7|--5--0-----0|------------|------------|------------|------------|
E|------------|------------|-----5------|--------1---|--1--1--1--1|--1--1--1--1|--3-----3---|--5--3--0--3|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--3---------|-----0--2--2|--3-----3---|-----------3|------------|--------5--5|--0--0--2--2|--4--4--7--6|
E|-----3--0--1|--3---------|-----3-----3|--0--1--3---|--3--3--5--5|--6--6------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|-----------5|--7---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--7--8---|-----8--5--8|--5-----8--7|--5--0-----0|------------|--------3--3|--------3---|------------|
E|------------|------------|-----5------|--------1---|--1--1--3--3|--4--4------|--1--4-----4|--1---------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--3---------|-----0--2--2|--3-----3---|-----------3|------------|--------5--5|--0--0--2--2|--4--4--7--6|
E|-----3--0--1|--3---------|-----3-----3|--0--1--3---|--3--3--5--5|--6--6------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|-----------5|--7---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--7--8---|-----8--5--8|--5-----8--7|--5--0-----0|------------|------------|------------|------------|
E|------------|------------|-----5------|--------1---|--3--3--3--3|--3--3--3--3|--3---------|--3--5--7---|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--3---------|-----0--2--2|--3-----3---|-----------3|------------|--------5--5|--0--0--2--2|--4--4--7--6|
E|-----3--0--1|--3---------|-----3-----3|--0--1--3---|--3--3--5--5|--6--6------|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|-----------5|--7---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--7--8---|-----8--5--8|--5--5------|--5--0-----0|------------|--3--3------|------------|------------|
E|------------|------------|--------5--5|--------1---|--1--1--4--4|--------3--3|--3--3------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|--------2---|------------|
A|--3--3------|------------|--3---------|--------0--2|--------5---|--------5---|--0--4-----4|--7--7--6--6|
E|--------3--3|--0--0--3--3|-----3--0--3|--0--3------|--3--6-----6|--3--6-----6|------------|------------|

G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--5--5--0--0|--------0--0|--5--7--8--5|--5--0-----0|------------|------------|---s10------|------------|
E|------------|--1--1------|------------|--------1---|--3--3--3--3|--3--3--3--3|--3---------|------------|

Outro
G|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
D|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
A|--8---------|------------|--9-10-12---|--3---------|------------|------------|------------|------------|
E|------------|------------|------------|-----------3|-s8---------|------------|------------|------------|

bass tab by sicodoc

.rpz .sic .ice .zoc .peter

Writing oh writing

Long time no write,..

(the music player is located at the end of this post.. in case you hear music played)

well, I just realized I never finished writing bass tab for covering Hurry X-Mas (by L'Arc~en~Ciel). I've been into quite many things lately,..

1. Mountains of workload at office, well I'm handling web payment module now, I think I can never escape from money/finance module. After two years dealing with Investment (Mutual Fund) Web Application, now I'm back at online payment, dealing with Credit Card and Complains T_T.

2. Digital recording, wanna know what music I made while learning mixing sounds and music? try some here. I think I'm gonna spend quite a fortune for new sound-card.

3. Clubbing,.. After almost a year I never go to a club, but this January, I spent every weekend at this club, CJ (Mulia Hotel). Well I must admit, I've been everywhere and this place is simply the best. The band performing now is X-Es is a great band.

4. Take a video of myself playing music, and post it at youtube. Well from what I see me playing there, I say this man is quite a noob.. check it out here.. and this is my newest video, me playing Red Cliff in piano..

few video that quite good I think:

Me Playing Superstar in Piano (Tokyo Jihen)


Me Playing Killer Tune (Tokyo Jihen) Bass Cover


Me Playing Hurry X-Mas (L'Arc~en~Ciel) Bass Cover


This is few music I made:


And about tabs,.. I'll post another tabs later,.. maybe that Hurry X-Mas, coz I almost finished it.

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